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Steady, we’re a little unsteady. One second, please. I am going to need a minute to get this out. Hold up, honey. Never to sound but vibrate, “I SAID - ONE SECOND, PLEASE.”

Formalities can be a suffocating demise into menial, mundane time slots. Can it be for me? Let’s think this through but only as you read for the first time the acknowledgment you needed the whole time, take a moment to be mindful and attempt to realize why the conversation has not been fruitful. Even do one better and define each word for terms. Set your own where they belong and leave the rest to the world, where it belongs.

Write these thoughts down. They will come in handy as a reference. Refer back to those thoughts that gradually eliminate feelings that hindsight is only a negative way to resolve a matter, occurrence, circumstance and/or factor. Nostalgia means more to a memory than the fear that remembering will not be worthwhile when considering the future.

What does it take to get from point A to point B? Enough. It takes enough.

Ever wonder about the social classes without the vocabulary words. Maybe everyone has. Maybe it is why there is reason in everything. But, does it make sense? It is supposed to be logical, until it is not. It is intended reasonable, until it does not bring sensible thoughts. So, what have we been thinking? What is our role? And are we heard the way we always longed would be the acknowledgment?

Maybe we are. You just have to, “take the cotton out of your ears and put it in your mouth.” Wink-wink.

The only problem is resolving itself. People have to remember their own perspectives are important for personal growth and group manifestations. When considering a vision for the future the expectations never include what it actually takes, it's requirements include many. The middle ground is neutrality where much becomes stagnant because people never realize that they need someone else to accomplish an achievement greater than themselves.

A whole lot of garbage is all I have in my head, but then I remember, "another man's garbage is another man's treasure." Processing in the moment by utilizing the DBT acronym STOP gives that minute, if only its response were reflexive.

I need to think…

God is my first weapon and rather than think I cannot, I can think I can with God. The blessing is a missing part to myself. Rather than let God be known as my weapon I will be his weapon. You told me no weapon against me will prosper and only then do I remember your strength, will, and love guiding me as best you can during some of the worst times in my life. You cannot do for me as I do not meet you halfway. No matter the circumstance, no matter the factor, no matter the situation, forget the rest - God got my back. Then, at that point in time, I kinda messed up; unimaginable is every miracle where the realizations in those blessings finds me today in these words.

…another chance, another chance, another chance, another chance…

Redemption.

To get another chance it takes much effort. The initiative is only there for someone who can, or better yet, someone who should. Maybe that is the purpose where the meaning comes easy because it. is. always. there.

What is done for the purpose to be seen there is not much lost to seeing for the first time where it has always happened but where it was silent.

The redemption is in the effort, but the initiative is only the push to gain footing. The Spiritual walk with the Lord is a personal journey that only occurs when you have ordered the plan yourself. What it brings? No one knows for sure. Each personal journey is its own. This much has made realizing its beautiful blessing a miracle to pursue in every way possible. To the extent that putting your best foot forward has become easier. Can’t say it is obtainable, but it is divine.

Speak on it; bring to fruition the everyday rewarding glory to overcome any trial or tribulation. The drone in “process,” can be handled. Arrest yourselves for the first time. Ask yourself to look for the first time at yourself, identify every conviction to never see it through another again. Stop the association, do not forget disassociation. Never, ever. Words that can once again. Never forget - yourself. Try a baby step. They exist in-between twelve set for standards given right in a book too big to be THE book. So, refer to the resources. Where is the toolbox?

Seeing the positivity in the negative.