BY IT

Where did it all go? When did it all go wrong? Who was I when I needed more than the truth that I gave, think. Think twice. Think twice into what? Something that was let go a long time ago? Who woke that up?

Speak Sibilance…

That which is worse than expressing one’s self outright would be attempting to hold one’s self properly while intentionally manipulating masses to believe an extremity for a means to an end.

When a child returns an adult to a home that was seen as home and communicates, “it was the father” this is what is meant:

Some time before the 90’s, a family was brought to America and settled into the country. To be more an asset than a hindrance they provided their intelligence as benefit. A man’s family captured a woman and locked her in their home. During this time, the man witnessed how her family settled and used this method as a means to essentially smuggle immigrants into the country. Before this occurs, the man somehow obtains a child. To keep the woman and child, the man and the woman marry, and claim the child their own.

To bring these people into the country, the man uses the child’s documents for more than one. These people who have claimed they have been taken from their country unwillingly have obtained citizenship illegally. The man, before he smuggles these immigrants in from a neighboring country to the woman he married, marries another woman not held accountable for murder that the immigrants live with, as the documented victims.

Some years later, their own children claim being captured victims of a crime syndicate while their parents remain ignorant or dismissive to their behavior that has caused nationwide disruption. Before or after reaching the country, they abandoned a plane that was referenced in an article as a missing Filipino flight that seems to have defied space exploration except it was an intentional discard to cover their way for entry into the country.

Prior the claim, the ex-wife’s child is presented to their church once again as someone unbeknownst. Her religious choice as a Catholic left to its baptism by choice is left on countless attempts on her life by the very people who claim they believe. Upon hearing her declaration after seeing God once again, they spread her story internationally and accept unreasonable amounts of currency. These takings were then used to antagonize, patronize, and taunt the child, a woman now, by providing broken bread, dinner, selfishly made for personal consumption, unreasonable purchases, and mishandled funds for personal materialistic items. All against the child’s, a woman now, view on what its intended purpose is meant.

Sense is boundless to boundaries that have no sense in their respective bodies. To encounter, at random, a man, a woman lives blindly to lines left settled in place by the senseless. There is no declaration in a decision that is never made. There are no conditions for an agreement never spoken. Love knows no bounds and is never expected to be held to one.

Having witnessed the events that played out, children followed the man’s path by living as the child obtained. Others, coming across, the description and not the person, chose to search for the child while the opposite sex, female, portrayed themselves as the child.

A man encounters a woman, the child finally he search through effort, and attempts the same history the child witnessed between the man and the woman.

I am that child birthed as female grown into a woman and history does not always repeat itself when it is not meant to continue as it has.

Two lives lived side by side; one everything without the means, being protection, to guide them through objectification, the other chasing as much without consequence as the face presents light to their actions.

A man to encounter darkness where it does not belong whereas color forms on the skin for a woman, a child at time, bears between unhinged opens.

Darkness finds abyss in choice that leaves little decisions when found treasures make its way to a chest that does not own it until coins find its owners.

The man to find darkness gives the lighten its color as he takes her innocence. Remarks in signatures leave much impression on words frequently spoken. Where it is less common, it becomes heard habit.

The man lives an extremist in a country that promises freedom, but for the child - she never knows freedom as she sees it.

Orchestrated by masses following faith in a demented manner find themselves lost without faith when they chose facade, displaying the world’s end before its time.

Many to read biblical text attempt to take its writing and figure a timeline that has no actual meaning as a fortune to calculate until they force its fruition by action.

Very much like what occurred in the early 1990’s in more than Camden, New Jersey, a drug trafficking ring kidnapped a bunch of children over time to hold them hostage for money to pay debts between crime syndicates. During this time, human trafficked victims passed around as payment and prostitutes who were used as a means to an end were the ones passing the children around while one child, myself, resorted to treating these individuals as humans to avoid interacting with them disgracefully.

When things got out of control, the crime syndicates started calling the authorities on each other especially when they realized they could collect a reward, and they started murdering each other to deal with eye witness statements.

A few children, older than myself at the time, decided to follow the gang members in their pursuit and remained gang members into their adult life.

The same individuals fled the country nationwide to evade the law and covered their involvement by lying to their new residency.

Over 30 years later, the same people are attempting to claim a different account which was documented inaccurately due to their false statements to evade prosecution by due process.

In order to settle the matter at hand for the majority without anymore casualties, I was forced to utilize my finances as compensation for agreements to end the disagreement and still, I owe nothing.